I need your help

Oct. 11, 2023

In august of 2023 I was sitting at home in Missouri. Recovering from spine manipulations by an excellent doctor I can not divulge. This doctor didn’t just unlock my back but brought me to salvation. His words before sending me off to care, “are you a man of faith?”. I didn’t know how those words would change my life forever.

Someday I will write a book about my life, how I got to this point and is God real?

Until then.

I began investigating an incident report (17-1231 SCCPD MO) Micheal Cantillon wrote in august of 2023 as a corporal for St. Charles County Police Department in Missouri. This officer detained me, Matthew McMenamy, for involuntary commitment to invoke a 96 hour psychiatric hold.

You may be asking, what is so special? Michael Cantillon knowingly along with SSM Health St. Joseph Wentzville, Missouri. St. Charles County PD. My parents, Thomas & Julie McMenamy. My siblings. They all covered up a crime to commit a crime.

They Ignored child endangerment happening at the residence of Thomas & Julie McMenamy. They Ignored threats of murder and harassment.

Instead they falsely accused me and violated my civil rights to invoke an involuntary commitment.

That story is for another day. I have audio of Tom and Julie McMenamy making these threats. Audio everyone refused to acknowledge existed. Causing me a great deal of emotional distress.

Six years later. I started to investigate everyone. I had time. I was off work after pinching something in my back, causing a cascading effect of muscle spasms. My left arm was useless.

I started diving down the rabbit hole. Finding case law after case law that says, time and time again, what Michael Cantillon did was illegal.

I started looking into Michael Cantillon. What he does for a living. A Detective for SCCPD Mo. An election judge for the county. Owner of a dog grooming business in Ofallon, Mo.

Michael was doing very well for for himself. I wasn’t jealous. I was pondering how someone could completely violate my rights and have so much.

It bothered me. I am an innocent man and this guy who is a pillar of his community violated my rights and never took any statements from me. I was singing like a bird in the psychiatric ward but Michael Cantillon falsely accused me of being completely uncooperative while sitting on a comfortable couch.

Is this guy an idiot or a criminal in uniform?

I remember that day vividly. I was sitting on a couch, talking to the other officer about child endangerment currently occurring in the residence they were stand in, threats on my life when Michael interrupted me about my personal medication. I simply told Michael that he wasn’t a doctor, he is a police officer, that he wouldn’t know what that medicine is used for or how it works, and that is between myself and my doctor. That was when Michael told me to stand up from a comfortable couch and he handcuffed me.

I remember thinking he had no probable cause. So I stayed quiet until I got to the hospital. Michael was going to take me to the hospital over hearsay while ignoring recorded evidence of a crime.

I begged the hospital staff to play the audio of my parents threatening my life so I could be released to discuss the child endangerment. The staff refused. They claimed my phone wasn’t there but Michael took it from me. It was recording audio.

So I couldn’t believe someone is that stupid. I started to remember the threats Tom McMenamy made. He claimed he could pay ten grand to have someone murdered.

How much to bribe a dirty cop?

I didn’t start figuring things out until after I admitted myself to the hospital with my doctors help. I was suffering, a miracle happened and the memories started flooding back. I started remembering key things that never became a piece of the puzzle before.

I was suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, a lot of Anxiety, fear, Depression. I had been since the stressful moment started in 2016. Thats when my life was threatened, amongst other things.

I got so bad I started to develop a mental disorder due to the stress. It caused me to be a person I am disgusted with.

My life wasn’t perfect but it seems like people all want to do is argue, fight and blame.

My parents fought with everyone they could. They pretend they are perfect. They made friends with my cheating ex girlfriend just to spite me.

I had friends who wanted to cause me issues. Derek Logsdon was a long time fri of mine. I tried to be his friend twice after he came back from Afghanistan, but each time he just wasn’t to argue and cause trouble. He ended up threatening me. Saying he would get his friends to do something to me if I embarrass him. Derek was going insane. I recorded his threats. He is a deputy for Flaggler County Sheriff’s Department. All I wanted was his girlfriend out of my house I was leasing. She wasn’t on the agreement and she overstayed her welcome. Derek insisted of listening to a friend, threatened me with his police powers.

I struggled a lot growing up, child abuse. My dad is a maniac. I watched him hold my mother up to a wall by her neck just to threaten her life if she divorced him.

I been through a lot more. My dad almost broke my back when I was trying to become a cop in 2005. I had to quit the classes I was attending because of my back. I couldn’t tell anyone because of the threats.

So I tried again in 2006 and graduated. I just never brought self esteem up high enough to be that confident of becoming a police officer. I gave it three interviews and I figured it out. I wasn’t what they are looking for.

To be a police officer, you have to be godless. You have to be immoral because now you follow orders. You do not think for yourself anymore. You have to be brainwashed to ignore civil rights. A robot who can not speak. You get my point. Americans are fed up with law enforcement.

I watched a video where a crowd of persons were just watching and recording a police officer struggling to arrest someone.

First thoughts, 30 years ago. People would have been assisting that officer. Calling for help. Not recording, laughing.

So was I being paranoid? Were people actually out to get me? Was Michael Cantillon an idiot or corrupt?

After finding out what Michael Cantillon did for a living, I turned my attention to social media.

I didn’t expect to find Micheal Cantillon’s Facebook page open to the public. Departments have strict social media policies. They are advised to get rid of them. Especially for the very reasons I uncovered.

I discovered two racially motivated statements and many examples of his anger and rage.

I remember thinking instantly, why did this asshole judge me six years ago, questioned my rights, accused me falsely and here he is. A racist.

Given the fact he said these things after my detention. It was a pattern over the course of six years. His profile started off well in 2016 but in 2017 Michaels attitude changed after just a few months of becoming an officer for SCCPDMO. Around the same time he detained me. He went from happy to angry at everything and everyone.

I remember looking at his Facebook page with disbelief. This man is an officer of the law. Has interactions with minorities everyday.

I no longer could work on my investigation. I couldn’t sit on it. I had to act. Letting the public know about who their Detective is. How he thinks. I think it is a conflict of interest. He is a detective and an election judge for the county.

I wasn’t going to be selfish while black people were in imminent danger. I remembered how Michael wrote his incident report on me and got away with it. He can be doing the same to others.

So I made up my mind. The dirt needs to be exposed. My guardian angel guided me in this direction. It was time to start sounding the alarm.

So on the night of September the second I rode out into St. Charles County Missouri and beyond to post flyers to show everyone Michael’s Facebook page that was open to the public. The people needed to see it for themselves. I ended the next day around the evening.

Of course during that time I was investigating 2017. I had gotten enough evidence to tell everyone involved they were going to be sued by me. Including Michael.

Finding his racist facebook was just an interruption. I couldn’t help what would happen because of it. He needed to reap what he sowed. Those are his words, his actions. I am just exposing a corrupt government employee who is in law enforcement.

I couldn’t go to the police. They refused to listen to me in 2017. They are getting exactly what they deserve. No cooperation. Why go to them just so they could cover it up? My only trust now was in the public.

I was honestly doing a good deed. Instead of waiting on it, I acted right away. Exposing it so it couldn’t be used against him to extort him. I never called for violence. I was pointing out a racist. A bad mad who did a very bad thing to me in 2017.

I was showing people. No look. Look at what he did to me in 2017. If he can do that to me. What is he doing to people of color?

I didn’t expect the police to retaliate against me. I was hoping for a government I was lied about in school about. How we are the land of the free, brave and all of that other fairytale crap. I was expecting good cops. I got evil instead. I got intimidated. Arrested. Lost my job. Homeless. Now on the run from a corrupt government.

I do not view it any other way. It is corrupt. So I must 

now leave for freedom. Salvation.

So there I was. In august, becoming an investigator and later on a journalist. With my free will and the powers given to me by God and reinforced by the United States of America constitution, I, myself exposed Detective Michael Cantillon. 

You should check out the Three Charters of Freedom.

I did it to sound the alarm on a bad government. I exposed a high ranking officer who clearly showed bias. Because I had a question in my mind. Can Michael do what he did to me in 2017 to minorities?

Yes! Absolutely. I grew up around racism. I know exactly what he was thinking. Its how it was worded. “If”. Ahhhh the big If. If. If… If. That is a made up mind showing bias because a few people were protesting during that time.

Pretty amazing to find that on the internet by the author, have that author be a detective and an election judge too.

I didn’t even write a story before I was arrested for being an American. They were busy getting calls for five days straight because of my fliers and they dreamed up this felony harassment charge to shut me up.

The Judge for the bond hearing looked confused as she read off the warrant statement.

They over reacted too fast. They didn’t even realize I had a religious experience, found love and peace.

They called me dangerous. I had to be taken in right away because they said I was giving out false information.

I exposed Michael Cantillon that quickly because I saw him as a danger to the community.

My new found love for our Lord Jesus Christ, our God had spotlighted him to me for a reason. That is because I understand the real Michael Cantillon. The guy portrays on his Facebook are his thoughts.

My thoughts before being saved were nasty. So I understand fear. What Michael had posted on his Facebook was fear. Angry fear.

I lived in fear for a very long time. The last six years of my life were tough. In 2016-2017 Watching my entire family abandon me. Not just my Parents. Nobody stepped forward. Because of this, my sister paid a huge price. 

I am not even sure why everyone abandoned my sister. I don’t hate my sister. She is just battling demons like how I was. Nothing could get through to her. Thats what addiction does to a family. After witnessing it for many years, everyone gave up.

Except me. I couldn’t talk any sense into my sister. So I stuck around my parents house and kept extending my return to my business. Addiction had taken ahold of her so badly because of her demons. That she wouldn’t listen to anything.

It was one of those situations where I was surprised to record my parents  murder threats and hospitalization threats which I regarded as out of character.

I went from son to six feet underground in a day because I figured out the family secret.

To be clear. I wanted to get my sister help. My parents refused and when I told them I would have to go to my nephews father, they threatened murder, to put me in a mental hospital, take me out of their Will, make my life difficult, many other bad things.

Just a difficult situation from a family I never was really close with anyway.

So I had the 2017 incident on my mind along with my back pain.

In my 20’s my father decided he wanted to beat the crap out of me and I didn’t want to hurt him. It was during my 2005 classes to get my P.O.S.T. License to become an law enforcement officer. My dad tormented me becauseI wanted to be a cop. He almost broke my back. Out of fear I didn’t tell anyone. It destroyed my confidence. I had to quit my 2005 classes to heal.

Fast forward to my 40th birth year. I discovered a rare spine condition which could have only been caused by trauma to the spine. That was the event that destroyed my spine. Causing me so much pain to miss work and bring me right back into the lions den called the McMenamy’s residence.

Fun fact. Same prosecutor prosecuting me right now, refused to charge my father and let him reduce his charges. Even with my statement and pictures of my back.

My back was so bad in July to august that I was missing work. In January of 2023 I got the x-rays which discovered the rare spine condition. It had just finally pinched a nerve in July.

Pinching a nerve isn’t fun. It is like being cracked on the back with a leather belt and you fall to your knees in weakness. Not a tumble but a very quick jolt that didn’t linger.

My muscles start tensing up. That was the painful part. My back muscles on my left side were rock solid to the point I had to hold my hand up to my chest to relieve the pain by the muscles spasming.

That is what took me out of work in July and it kick started my investigation in August. I had so much free time.

I visited a chiropractor who said he could alleviate my pain, (doctor, if you are reading, you are a miracle, I’m sorry that I had to leave you out) he relieved majority of it. I feel like an ox. I have strength I haven’t had since my 20’s.

I feel so good that I am now working out every day.

I think that boost of confidence kickstarted my dive into the 2017 documents because I seriously thought I was done. Loosing grip in your hand, arm, not being able to pick up more than 40lbs and the pain. I figured that I might be disabled for the rest of my life.

I still had many more years to go. I was only 40.

When I started realizing my back was getting better and it felt different (stronger) I got a fire lit under my butt to put this 2017 incident into the light.

I just didn’t realize I would find my worst nightmares, a bad cop. I suspect this Detective to have colluded with my parents or bought their story. (My mom did say she was telling the wife of the officer who owns the store many bad things about me.)

Could Michael Cantillon have had bias on me, yes. My parents, once they found out he was the owner of the dog grooming store, visited many times. Probably painted a terrible picture in his mind about me and without talking to me about anything, decided to put me in a hospital.

Why else wouldn’t he listen to the audio of my parents death threats?

My other suspicion is that he got paid. My dad did tell me he would pay someone ten grand to have my nephews father murdered.

Why else not listen to the audio?

So can Michael Cantillon be biased, yes he is.

Yes, that is right. My local government is harassing me and intimidating me because I ousted a racist detective who is also an election judge. They are trying to say this detective got emotionally distressed because of his racism I made open to the public. They found nothing that I did wrong. So they are taking the most ambiguous unconstitutional law missouri has that infringes on the first amendment.

I do not care. They can have their ten minutes of fame. I am currently working to bring this up to a federal civil rights violation.

You can not punish people for uncovering dirt on the government and blowing the whistle.

Now I could see if I was trying to extort the racist cop, their could be issues there. However I immediately sent the information out to the public for free. Without even writing a story first.

I am more concerned about the safety of others than my own personal agendas.

Yes, it came full circle. Michael Cantillon’s illegal detention in 2017 caused me to investigate him. I suppose if you are going to judge someone, don’t cast stones in glass houses.

I am not happy with what I found on Michael’s Facebook page. That guy was acting like a psychopath and he judged me without even getting a single statement from me.

I do not believe in coincidences. Its no coincidence that I found his racist statements. God lead me to Michael. God knew I would go the extra mile to nail that racist. God isn’t happy with Michael.

After the hospital stay, I got diagnosed with PTSD, Anxiety and Depression because of what happened in 2016-2017 to me. This was in late August.

The divine experience I had and the openness I gave my doctors and nurses really saved me.

One, I confessed all of my sins before witnesses. I sacrificed Matthew McMenamy. That is what saved me.

My thoughts were my own. I didn’t want to tell anyone what I was thinking but I knew deep down inside that that person thinking those bad thoughts were not me. I was a very happy person before 2016. I owned a business and I had plans grow. I didn’t have a criminal record and I wanted to be a cop as a career.

Before the hospital visit I was struggling very hard. I was trying yo convince myself that I could deal with it on my own. The thoughts just never went away.

My thoughts were of anger towards my parents because they actually did what they threatened to do to me if I tried to expose the family secrets. They had Michael Cantillon, their friend, locked me up in a hospital for evaluation because he had the power.

He Ignored me completely because of his bias. My parents were his friend. They patronized his business and I believe my dad paid him off. My parents are rich. My dad has stated to me in the past that he would pay someone to have someone murdered.

I do not understand how you could ignore actual audio evidence and listen to hearsay. So that is why I investigated Michael.

My anger wasn’t for Michael until I saw his Facebook. Once I saw his Facebook, I knew I was dealing with someone evil. A godless man.

I did try to contact Michael on august 28th. I wanted Michael to confess his sins. I didn’t tell him about his Facebook or my plans to release the information. Like I said I wasn’t out to get anything from Michael.

I just wanted him to understand what he did to me was Illegal and that I will be suing him soon. His qualified immunity is gone after I released the audio and I have proof that he was colluding with my parents.

I got zero responses. However I knew they were watching my Facebook. When I admitted myself to the hospital. My crummy parents tried to lie to the hospital. However the hospital already listed to the audio. They were horrified by what I told them. At first they wanted to extend my stay against my will but the Judge refused due to the threats on my life I presented.

Also I did a very admirable act. I turned myself in due to my thoughts and actions. I begged for forgiveness.

After the hospital. Saying everything that I could get off my mind. My memory started to become clear. Pieces of the puzzle started falling in place. Which directed me to Michael Cantillons Facebook.

All I did was kick start my journalism career because of Michael’s Facebook. I became a publisher and a true American. We have the freedom of press. So that is exactly what I did while protesting what was done to me in 2017.

I find very relaxing that I, little Matthew McMenamy, is causing my corrupt government this much of a headache.

First, I do believe the prosecutor doesn’t have all of the information. I do believe he is very bias. That prosecutor backs up law enforcement every step of the way. Will he back up a racist? That is the question. I know that he would probably want to stay a prosecutor and not ruin his career by covering up for a racist.

However what they are doing to me is wrong. Which is why I am pushing back.

By punishing me. You are telling every single person out there, “do not expose your government or we will destroy your life”.

I lost my home, my job, my car all because of their illegal acts. Covering up for a racist.

I don’t mind pissing off the racists because racism has no place in government.

Which is why we need to can Micheal Cantillon to make an example.

No matter your status in the community. Racists must leave.

You do have to ask yourself, why are they trying to keep me from speaking up about this? This isn’t my fault. I am just the whistleblower.

So just you are aware. We do not have a Constitution anymore. All we have is greed.