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How I became Bizarre Affect
Wentzville, Mo Oct. 12, 2023
I unknowingly became Bizarre Affect in 2017. It was a slur SSM St. Joseph Wentzville, Mo. gave me. I suppose it is because they had a hard time accepting Michael Cantillon’s statements while I was being so calm and cooperative.
Michael Cantillon of the St. Charles County Police Department Missouri, was a corporal at the time. He told the hospital that I was completely uncooperative but never explained how. He only mentioned I did a doughnut in a yard two days prior. That my parents had concerns.
If you don’t understand yet, my parents are evil, full of greed. I have no relationship with anyone in my family.
Well, I was walked into the behavioral health section of the hospital and the staff recorded me as being initially calm, cooperative but with a Bizarre Affect.
Initially, because I was irritated. My parents just accomplished putting me into a mental hospital, death was next.
The name Bizarre Affect stuck with me because I was pissed they said it. It wasn’t true but a biased attack on my character at first glance because of my disability.
For six long years I was upset with the slur. I wanted to hurt the person who wrote it for a very long time.
I didn’t exactly know what it meant though. It isn’t a real term. It is a slur to make fun of someone because of their appearance and freedom of expression.
It wasn’t until after I was arrested I became Bizarre Affect. I did use the name in a different spelling a few times before my illegal arrest 2023 but it wasn’t until I was laying in my bunk in jail that my cellie gave me the inspiration to make Bizarre Affect a character. Persona. A superhero.
My cellie would look like a gentleman in a zoot suit. That is something he wants to get. He spoke about Jim Carrey’s movie, ‘The Mask’. A suit like that.
Yes, I borrowed his inspiration. He inspired me to turn my slur I hated into something positive. So a green zoot suit wearing journalist with a camera who wears white face paint, a big red smiles and dark shadowy eyes was created.
It wasn’t created in one though. I wanted to have Bizarre Affect have the same past as me. Same life. However Bizarre Affect would be my alternative ego. Bizarre Affect isn’t afraid of anything and he loves being called insane. Bizarre actually flaunts it to attract attention.
Bizarre Affect isn’t a bad person. Just a sad confused individual begging to be heard, seen.
Bizarre Affect is everything Matthew McMenamy is but a showman. Happy to drown out the sadness. A facade to hide the horrors he keeps in a loop.
Bizarre Affect is caring. He will take from the rich and give to the unfortunate. The forgotten. The abused. The sad.
Bizarre Affect is an attention getter. Wearing his blazing green suit, crisp green hat and red western boots. He turns heads everywhere he goes. The poor champion him. The rich hate him and continue to try to lock him up.
That is what Bizarre Affect is. A character my past created out of horror.
A character to strike fear in his enemies minds.
You will never know what Bizarre Affect has planned.
He is the real life creation compared to joker in the batman series except Bizarre Affect fights government corruption with Freedom of Expression.
Bizarre Affect was created as a character because anyone can be a bizarre affect. Anyone with a camera can put on white face paint, a big red smile and dark shadowy eyes. Put on a suit or dress up and be a journalist. The news. The Press. You can be a bizarre affect!